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Inauguration and Inattention

January 20, 2009 · Leave a Comment

Driving to school this morning, thinking about what a historical day this was and what could be the start of much needed change in this country, the last lines of “The Shawshank Redemption” came to mind.   Morgan Freeman’s character had all these things he hoped would come true.  And he just summed it all up with a final, simple statement: “I hope.”

There was an Inauguration viewing party in the cafeteria with free pizza and fruit.  It was certainly warmer than being outside in Washington DC.  And yet I wished I could’ve been with a more enthusiastic crowd.

There was some polite applause when Obama was introduced; and some after he was sworn in.  But I guess—Obama supporter that I am—that I expected more celebration, especially since most of the people in attendance were black.  Some cheering.  Maybe see a tear or two being wiped away.   It could be people had eaten too much pizza and were feeling a little sleepy.

And of all the places in the cafeteria to be, I had to be standing next to this black guy who turned out to be the biggest downer in the room.  During the twenty-one gun salute he told his friend, in a flat voice, “Man, he probably thinks they’re coming after him.”

Thanks, Eeyore.

But what struck me most was that during Obama’s speech about how our nation should move forward, fewer and fewer people were paying attention.  At one point a history teacher had to tell this one black woman to stop carrying on her loud cell phone conversation because the rest of us couldn’t hear what Obama was saying.

What kind of Bizzaro audience was this?

And I wondered how many people across the nation listened—really listened—to Obama’s speech.  For all the talk about embracing change, I believe these next few years will separate the ants from the grasshoppers.  Some of us will roll up our sleeves and make the necessary sacrifices and adjustments.  And others will just keep on with their stubborn, wasteful habits and gripe and refuse to make any necessary changes.

By the time the poem was being read, only three of us were listening.  And we were standing by the television in order to hear.  By the time of the Benediction only I and another person were there.

Later at home, I searched for an appropriate poem for my web design splash page assignment as the Obamas danced at the Youth Ball.  I opened Spoon River Anthology and the first poem I saw was “Robert Southie Burke”.

That was so odd to open to that poem on this day.  And I wondered if most people have looked deeper than the ceremony and pagaentry. Beyond the impressive surfaces and considered the substance of a word like “Change”. I hope there are more ants than grasshoppers out there.

I hope.

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November 4th might be remembered as another July 4th

November 5, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Last night, after Obama passed the 270 mark and officially won the election, I heard voices in the alley behind my house.

A group of teenagers danced in a circle chanting, ”O-BA-MA!  O-BA-MA!”  After awhile they stopped and walked on.  It seemed as if they had to take a moment from where they were heading and just celebrate.

In the future, if I’m asked what I remember about Election Night 2008 and how it differed from other election nights, I’ll remember the teenagers dancing in a circle and watching all the other spontaneous celebrations in streets across the nation.  I’ll remember the smiles as well as tears of joy in the eyes of black Americans young and old.

But I also hope I’ll be able to look back on November 4, 2008 and say that was when the country took the first of several brave steps forward.  We didn’t just celebrate together. We demonstrated our nation’s unique character to the world and faced the challenges together too.  We became green innovators and achieved energy independence and revived our economy.

Perhaps that sounds overly optimistic and starry-eyed, but after last night if you ask me if we can make America a better nation then I have to say that, yes, we can.

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Voted

November 4, 2008 · Leave a Comment

It’s time to vote.

Finally!

I only had to stand in line ten minutes at my polling place this morning.  I don’t know if that’s good or bad considering the long lines and waits reported around the country.

I hope Obama wins, but I’m so tired of all the campaigning.  I’ve been following these elections for over a year now.  History is being made, but that’s the thing about making history: it takes so much time.

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Obama Rally at Fifth Third Field

October 9, 2008 · Leave a Comment

I’ve been following the election closely, so imagine my surprise when I came to school this morning and learned Obama would be speaking at Fifth Third Field.  But it just so happened that I had worked ahead on this week’s computer lesson, so it would only take me an hour to finish my class assignment.

I’d never been to a political rally, and I wasn’t able to see Obama when he’d been in town twice before. But this was a historical election, and if I had the chance it would be good to say that I just didn’t see history being made entirely from my television.  At the very least, I’d have some sort of anecdote to share.  “Ah, yes, I remember that chilly October morning when I saw Barack Obama speak at Fifth Third Field…”

However, I wondered if I would still be able to get there in time and get a good seat, or even get into the stadium.  News reports have talked about the huge turnouts at Obama rallies, and there was some buzz at school about people standing in line overnight.

But Fifth Third Field was on the way home, and while driving through downtown it seemed that the event parking lots were still pretty empty, so I swung by the house to get my camera and returned downtown. 

The field and lower level seats were reserved. I guess for campaign volunteers and donors and their family members.  But I’d arrived early enough to find a good space between the upper level seats with a good view of the podium.

So I waited.  And waited.

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At one point the attendees in the upper level started doing the wave to pass the time.  A woman nearby held up a sign that read: PALIN IS AN INSULT TO MY PITBULL.   I spoke with a woman from Springfield and her husband.  He worked at a factory I had worked at eight years ago.  She was an Obama supporter from the beginning and he eventually came around.

The news channels harp about Obama’s difficulties reaching the older and working class whites.  However, it was a very diverse audience, with a great many older whites in attendance.  Instead of an Obamaniac rock concert or church revival atmosphere, there was more of a polite anticipation, which is to be expected from a concerned early morning crowd from an area facing an uncertain economic future. 

Actually, if the media wanted to do a story about the differences between white and black voters at Obama rallies, they could focus on who buys the most Obama merchandise.  I noticed many more black audience members wearing all sorts of Obama shirts compared to white audience members.

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I didn’t realize how many speakers there are at these rallies even before the main speaker appears.  The mayor and governor were among five speakers that spoke briefly and stressed the importance of getting out to vote this election.  Then for twenty minutes or so campaign workers handed out stacks of CHANGE WE NEED signs to the people around the stage so there was a significant amount of blue surrounding the podium.  I’d never thought of it before, but even if the rally were televised for only a few moments on CNN or MSNBC and later on the local news, a candidate surrounded by a crowd holding up several signs with his campaign message does carry visual impact.obama-at-podium

Finally, about forty or so minutes later than he was scheduled to speak, Obama came out on stage to music and applause.  There was a lot of echo at the beginning of the speech, and it was hard to hear him in the upper levels, but eventually the sound guys corrected the problem.

It was a good speech.  When he talked about the current financial mess and people’s 401ks, someone yelled it was more like a 101K now.  I particularly liked the part about bringing green technology to the area and incorporating existing facilities and businesses into a greener future.

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After the speech, the lower levels emptied quickly, so I was able to walk down to the first row by the exit.  I couldn’t spot him from a distance.  However, his progress through the crowd was easy to follow just by watching the sudden clusters of raised cameras that would sprout up as well as the many outstretched arms holding out books and other pieces of paper for autographs.  Or the babies that might be held or kissed.

One person had their little baby dressed in a cute pumpkin outfit.  Maybe the costume was a deliberate way to get Obama’s attention, but it seemed to work because Obama held her when he came by.  But, heck, I and other people around me cheered, “Hooray, the lucky pumpkin baby got to meet Obama.”

I wouldn’t be able to get a handshake or autograph, but I just wanted to get one good picture of him when he came nearby.  However, the closer he got the more people squeezed in around me.  At one point I just held up my camera like a submarine periscope and started clicking away.  I have so many pictures that would have been good if someone’s hand or head didn’t just happen to be right front of Obama’s face.

A group of women around me had a plan to get him to look their way.  “At the count of three, we’re going to yell, ‘We love you, Obama!’ to get him to look in our direction, okay?”  Uh, no thanks, I thought.    

Eventually, as he neared the exit, I did get one halfway decent picture. 

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And the group of women yelled, “Mr. President! Mr. President!”

And then when he was fifteen feet away, he looked in my and the group of women’s direction.  I was fifteen feet away from this man who is making history. 

And then he was gone.  It was then that I wished I hadn’t been behind my camera so much trying to capture a memory or evidence of the event and just experienced what was going on around me.  Maybe it would have been more significant.  Or made my future anecdote more interesting.

Outside the stadium, there were still a large crowd though.  The vendors were still going strong.  “Obama t-shirts!  Obama t-shirts!” one vendor yelled to the crowd. “Guaranteed to last eight years!”

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